Caught in a Flood with the Captain of the Cheerleading Squad | I Hate Myself
this is hell, this is far, this is human. this is something where no one ever gains.
I only wish you were staring at me when I roll over because I can’t sleep at night or when I’m smiling because there’s snow falling outside or when the breaks lock and we’re clearly gonna die. I’m gonna grab your arm and scream, “I love you!”
I may be at work but all I can think of are the curves of your lips, how they rise and fall like the waves, crash into mine as if to rush the shore.
The waters have been still lately but just you wait. I have a storm brewing in my chest and winds billowing through me, ready to break free at any moment. Cut me open, endure the rain, pour me out, take a shot, open your umbrella.